Thoughts

a blank screen mocked my attempts to write .. brought a pathos never felt before ... words faded out of recognition .. thoughts scattered out into the winds .. dark clouds outside my window pushed in my darkening thoughts .. looked at all the mails flying around in surprise ... felt like a stranger looking into a lit window .. watching the festivities .. so near yet so far ... a sense of belonging .. I could not grasp ... felt the loneliness press in on me ... thoughts so gloomy .. my eyes could not see ... misplaced my sense of reality .... a candle flame fluttering in a storm ...